Fuel

December 6th, 2022 ▪️ 10:10 am

It’s safe to say I am on the struggle bus with this website of mine. It’s okay to laugh at that, I am. When I released episode 50 “Fuel” I started to think about this daunting task of creating a blog within a website that is for my podcast. Like, what? Huh? Why do I insist on trying to wear more than one hat when I’m not fully mastered in one? The more I thought about it the more I realized that this fuels me as well. Me wanting to tackle as much as possible because I understand how imperative it is to the overall success of what it isn’t trying to do. So, even though I am completely clueless in this endeavor I am learning slowly and that keeps me going. I have to admit though that it’s frustrating. There are plenty of times when I seriously doubt the importance of this website. I’m being sarcastic but deep down I’m probably being serious with myself. However, that’s only because I am going uphill when all I want are downhill experiences.I’m ranting. I’m supposed to be talking about what drives me and I’m literally whining about my need for an easy and less bumpy road ahead of me.Maybe one day I will laugh at this.I’m lying. I’m laughing now.😁😒